Flashback ... ~

As i was driving to work today morning, i was thinking what i need to do when god wills and my sis gets married. I was thinking and planning for all these shopping trips and items. Was thinking of the colours, makeup hairstyle and all the rest.

And there a flashback took me to those days when i was running here and there for my own wedding preparation. A flash back which had at least one of my 3 freinds in each scene i re-called. I let my imagination and memories take me back and didnt try to stop myself or just pause. Once i came back to the actual moment i felt like i should say a big THANK YOU to these friends of mine. I am sure i have said that to them but i am also sure that no matter what i can never Thank them enough for what they have done for me in those days.

This post is dedicated to them: Sharoo, Namu, and Majoo just as a small thank you and love you note :)

Sharoo:
Thank you for all those days where you took me to all those trips and shopping rounds. Thank you for teh lunch i used to have at your home every day for donno how many days in row. Thank you for that makeup remover u gave me :) ..i still have it with me and use it btw :P,,
without that makeup remover i am sure i would have looked like a zombie after washing my face from all that long lasting iron strong makeup ;)
Grl thank you for just doing it although sometimes i felt u had enough and got tired but "what the hac" was the spirit! hehehe
Thank You grl for your compforting words, feelings and care when i was not sure about all that and didnt yet make my decion about goign ahead..i still remember your words: If it is meant to happen then it will else it will not :)
ThanxXx a Million Love..

Namu:
Grl i owe you so much coz u were the actual one who saved me and helped me look my best in my dress! Thank you for the TRIP TO DUBAI! i will never ever forget that and i know i can never ever return that to u.. i cannot return coz we are no more just newly started freinds! i cant retrun it coz we r not anymore depndent ladies.. i cannot return it coz i dont have as big heart as you do :~( ..u r a real sweet heart..
Really and Truly in a very short time you proved to me that there are angles on earth .. we just started our freindship and you asked your dad to take us to dubai for me! when my own family couldnt! and even if my family took me, i am sure the trip wouldnt have been as it was full of fun and very helpful as it was with u, sharoo and offcourse the cool one and only uncle; ur papa :)

And how can i forget the DJ day where both u and sharoo grl tried hard to convince Mr. Money himself who very honestly admitted that there is nothing called moral or such things when it comes to business hehehe..remember how he said if he gets a better offer then he will drop my booking !!!!!!1

MajoOo
Last but not the Least u coooool grlll :)
Thank you majoo for being with me,,thank u love for dressing me on my wedding day! well ok i didnt allow u to dress me but common remembr the gibon episode heheheh..
Thank you for the nail polish :) ,,for taking me to saloon,, for being with me in Saloon ,,For bringing my boquet :)
Thank You Majoo for the BMW ;) .. Thank You love for all the help .. Thank you for showing up in my wedding pics fixing my gown and clearing the way for me :) ..Thank you for being there with me in my special day , every moment, every second :)
Thank you for coming to say Mabrook next day .. ThanxXx a Million love

To all you 3 gurls Thank you for just being there then and till date and inshallah for ever i pray to god .. As when you are here i know for sure that there are people whom i can call upon and whome i can reach my hand to whenever i need any help or anythng :)

Hope i can help you as much as you helped me and hope we stay frineds for ever and sorry for any hurt i might have caused to you without knowing of as i never mean to hurt you ..

and as i always say : ThanxXx a Millionnnnnnnnn :)

HIS FLIRTING SKILLS!

Ok Here he starts acting like a teenager now hummmmm.. really i never imagined he will start so soon working on his flierting skills from now! I guess he is way too fast .. just like how he runs n walks!

You didnt guess,, well i am talking about my one year and 4 months old son! yes really he is now drifitng away from his "decent" boy image to a "Flirt" boy .. just yesterday and when i was at work, i called him for our normal daily chit chat on phone, and i heared him giving me a full proper KISS! i was like : What sound is that? and my mama answered: Thats nunu giving u a KISS! i was like aaaaaaa allaaaaaaaaa

Next when i was at home, and in evening i saw him squeezing his eyes, closing them and opening them in a smooth quite pace, moving his eye lashes in a weried way .. i was thinking to myself: what is he trying to do? ! really i was surrprised but i was so happy as he looked so cuteeeeeeeeeeee.. :-o)
to cut my confusion out and make things clear i heared my mama say: Thats nunu giving u guys " Chchammok" meaning this ---> ;) or ---> *_^ i mean winking

At this point i was like O_O so shocked! then i heared mama telling him: give '7aloo a chchamuk and there nunu starts again! closing n opening eyes, moving eye lashes, giving side smiles looking with half eye! i was like WHAT THE HACCCCC lolllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

after this i just looked at his innocent face, n felt a fast forward thingi,, imagined him when he talks to me proper sentences, asks me things, tells me what he really feels, when he goes to school, when does homework, when he asks to go out in weekends, when he asks for fast food, ice-creams, chocolates, cars, football, then when he grows to be a teenager, voice changes, facial hair! ,, when he goes to Uni --hopefully he turns out ot be good in studies ameen -- ,,when he falls in love and asks me: mama i want this grl --hope he does share his secrets with me n thinks of me a s a friend --,, when i see him a groom, as a father , loving respecting son, husband, father, freind, brother and all that

God Bless you my son, but Hay Hallo i would still say it is way too early to work on ur flirting skills from now! heheheheh but if u work on them just infront of us then hummm thats fine ;) after all ur moves, acts and yourself all together are just simply WAY TOOOOOO COOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLL & CUTEEEEEEEE ;)

LOVE YOU and GOD BLES YOU

Your Mama ;) well a cool mama too :P hhehehehehe

ToOo HoOot ..Is it me ? or Simply the Weather?

Donno whats wrong with me,, i keep feeling sick. Maybe its coz of the weather and heat,,donno!
But for sure sth is not going ok inside my body.

i keep feeling feverish which is fine i guess coz i have been feeling liek this for years now! a fever which i like to call: "Inside Fever"! donno if anyone else uses same expression but what i mean is the fever is inside my body i can feel it with everythng inside! my skin might not be as hot or warm but i feel inside is too hot! anywayz

Whats bothering me nowadays is the feeling of having no control over my body at certain times,, for example on last friday, just after waking up frm sleep n taking nunu down and as i was walking towards kithcen i felt like falling down! i was so shocked to have such a feeling, i didnt say anything to anyone, walked n sat next to my mum but literaly i felt like passing out or sth i mean like" yu'3ma 3alyee! " ... Also i keep having this feeling of my head going so big big big as if someone is pumping air into it like a baloon! like empty big thingi,, swinging left n right n just can hold it up!

Also when driving to work i feel like throwing out - lol really not coz am coming to work but more sickness thingi - ..

yesterday when i reached home i went up to my room n slept without changing or anythng! coz really i felt like throwing up, shivering body, fever, swinging head, lawa3an.. and no i am not pregnant.

Aaah i just hope am ok and its only coz of weather!

Brand New Car ..For my Lil Sis:)))

So Finallyyyyyyyyyyyy.. my sis paid a first deposit to book her car --not in stock --

After long searching process and ups and downs finally She is going for Honda Accord.. well deciding about what car was not a big problem..we had two choice for the budget she had;
1 - Toyota Camry
2 - Honda Accord
both full option or as they say Number 1!

After everyoen gave his/her view she decided to go for Accord! I personally liked it more than Camry! Camry has a lifted-up behind! humm like the back of the car is a bit up than rest of car body! I dont like such a thing in cars! Accord is more stylish, attractive and elegnat! Though the inside of Camry had more space but at the end Full-option Accord has leather seats and the beage interior really give a class feeling! Camry didnt have the leather choice i think!

Anywayz, Now main question: WHICH COLOUR?
Well here comes the twist! Accord colours all of them are really not that good! they dont show off the beauty of the car really! donno if it is the colour or type of colour i mean quality of colour itself! Deep Navy Blue looks really nice on German cars but Accords Navy Blue is really not to the standard! And 'Gold' is really the worst colour! to me at least! it doesnt show the stylish body Accord has! So left with: Silver, Off White, and BLACK!

Silver was the best from outside! it gave an elegant look to the car ,, but the interior was dark gray or i mean more like black! Imagin sitting in a car where all seats and everthing is BLACK! God i wouldnt want that! My sis went with what i felt n was like: OK whateva u say i will choose! --she is really weired sometimes goes blindly for my choice in certain things and wouldnt accept a small difference in views between mine n her in other issueS! Anywayz --

So she cut the Silver out from her colour list ..

Next there was Black! humm donoo why we didnt say yESSSSS go for it! instead we thought of black n Heat of Oman! n were like colour will heat up the car alot so beta avoid it!, So she avoided it !

Left , Off white! the colour had nth bad about it except that it didnt make u feel liek ok go for it --as for all the other colours! -- but thinking logically we said interior is Beage and exterior doesnt have any negtaive point so go for it!So that was it! OFF WHITE!

Next day, me n husbo went to show-room and had the moeny to book a car for my sis from the next coming lot, when the guy asked us for colour we said OFF WHITE and he went like: SORRY offwhite are all booked !if you want it then u have to wait to the end of June or Begining of July,, again we were liek WHATTTTTTTTT?

Sis said she wont wait till then and Tanaaaaaaaaaaa we went for BLACK! as they had silver, Black and gold to choose from, from the immediate next arrival list..

Some how after booking BLACK! i felt happy! i felt like deep down i wanted to choose this colour but thought of negative side and was like let me go with what my mind says and went for off white ,,but god is greate! he knew myself, My sis and my husbo all liked black deep inside! but none said it outside and all were thinking more practically so he set the thing for us! Well honestly that is what i felt! i felt like god made the thing as they happened so that at the end we get the car which we really wanted to get but needed a push! so since push didnt come from anyone of us, he pushed us!

So now waiitng for Blaccck exterior Beage Interior Honda Accord full option Leather Seats, sun Roof,, BRNAD NEW CAR .. For my Sis :)

Mabrook lOveeeeeeeee and May it bring a brand new happy path in your life and nice twists and all that you wish for ;)